well its been awhile...

I guess lots has happened since i last posted anything on here... im only going to talk about a little. mostly just the things that are most recent.

a couple weeks ago Zacharys cheif killed himself so Zach had a couple of days to make sure he had all his ribbons and pins and medals on his dress blues for SSG Hunts funeral. the picture below was the best i could get outa Zachary before we headed to the memorial service. Zachary really loved his cheif and this was a hard thing for him to deal with. After the memorial service we headed up to camp williams the next day for his burial.
He has his first drill this weekend since before his deployment. and he also has a PT test. He is a little nervous about the PT test. He says he hasnt really worked out since he was in iraq. so i guess we will see how he does.

                                                     
                                                          Zachary in his dress blues

                                                    

Im 17 weeks pregnant today. lots has happened with my diabetes since ive become pregnant. a couple months ago my old pump broke so i was doing shots for a few days then my doctor let me borrow one they had while i waited for my new one to come in. i was in the process of getting a new one before my old one broke. they wanted to put me on a pump that has a continuous gluclose monitor because ive been getting extremly low. the continuious gluclose monitor is another thing i keep in me for about 3 days that is constantly checking my blood sugar levels so if im going too low it sends the number to my pump and my pump beeps at me til i fix it. its super annoying but it has helped alot. i still have to check my blood because the blood that the sensor checks isnt as accurate as my finger. so the numbers are always different but it is close enough so that i know i need to check my blood to make sure im ok.

Despite all my crazy lows the baby seems to be doing fine. i have an OB apt. tomorrow and at the end of the month i get a special ultrasound to totally check the baby out for anything that might be wrong. during that apt. i get to find out the gender, if the baby is being good lol. i dont really feel the baby yet. my belly feels tighter and tighter everyday. i feel really tired during the day now. the only thing i really ever crave are roast beef sandwiches and thanksgiving dinner. i can not stand toaster stroodles... i used to love them :(   i send my mom a weekly picture of me so she can see how my belly is growing. ill try to do the same on here even though the pictures are less than cute hahhah  

17 weeks